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Sunday, March 10, 2013 @ 9:27 PM!(:

Thinking about education is really frustrating. I feel so useless. I feel like crying that money is the key to all these problems. I want to further my studies. I know that i want to study Forensic Sciences but then MONEY is the issue here. Gosh. Thinking about money makes me feel like breaking down right now. I was thinking of starting my undergraduate studies next year but then how to even start applying for schools when I don't even have the means of supporting myself throughout school. Can you tell me? Everything needs money. Per academic year, i shall need about $25000 and that is only school fees. What about books? Food? Accommodation? Argh. Seriously, I'm sick and tired of thinking about this everyday. Nobody knows about it. Kept asking me whats my plan after this? Plan? What plan? I got no money, so how to plan for my next step? Its really pathetic la. 

The other day, I had this vision of myself, i was holding a gun holster. It felt so real to have it near me. but when i shook myself back to reality, i realized that its not true. Its rather another fantasy and wild imagination i had in my mind. It is really suck thinking about it. I want to go to school but theres always obstacle that i had to go through. I really hope and pray that i have the motivation to overcome this money obstacle.  

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She's called Suhana Bte Mohd Sukor
Practically Kn0wn as Su and NaNa
Hana Asuhara is her Japanese name
She's 20 thiis yeAr
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Born on 27 Sya'ban 1412
Graduated from wEsT sPrInG seConDarY
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Watching movies is a hobby
Black blue white defines hEr
she's single but unavailable!
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[♥]Forget HYM
[♥]Go to Poly or JC
[♥]Go to overseas university
[♥]sEnd mY parEnts f0r hAj aNd umrAh
[♥]fulfill mY gRandmA wish; bE a tEachEr
[♥]An everlasting love
[♥]Graduate from Poly
[♥]Travel around the world
[♥]My own laptop
[♥]Pass my N level
 [♥]Receive 20 points and below for O level
[♥]A1/A2 for MT O level
[♥]All the Twilight Saga books
[♥]New Zinc Sling bag
[♥]New wallet
[♥]Nokia 5610

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