Saturday, April 28, 2012 @ 2:02 AM!(:
~All my life, my heart has yearned for a thing I cannot name~
Andre Breton
Seriously, that image really stuck in my head from just now till now. I was on my way home after getting my lab coat at the lab with Aisha when i saw hym. At that point of time, i was pretty busy talking loudly to Aisha about school stuffs when i turned to my left and there he was in all his glory walking the opposite sides going towards the staircase with the vending machine. At first i dont really sure if that was hym or not because images from far is rather blur. However, i knew that face from sideways. Its hym! He walked behind me just before we 'separated' but unfortunately he doesn't really recognise me. Am i too ugly for hym to remember me? However, once i was sure thats hym, i said to Sha "Ehk tuu macam aku kenal jek!". I cant believe it! He turned around twice and look dead at my eyes and i guess he just realised who i was. HIS EX! I think he doesn't really think that we can meet in Republic Poly in all places. Unfortunately, i kept walking cause im quite shocked seeing hym. Besides hes with his friend and his best friend who is a girl who will graduate this year. Guess she knows hym the best. We've lost contact for so long and I cant say that im unhappy with seeing hym again after so long. I really missed hym. Does he missed me?
Honestly, all those memories between us are forgotten. However, the one memory that i can vividly rewind is when instead of going to watch movie, we were going to the mosque. Never in my life have i met some guy who brings me to the mosque. Hes the first one. And thats something special that i will always remember. I could still remember that we were 'solat jemaah-ing" with me following behind hym. Thats a bitter sweet moment for me. He made me fall in love with hym all over again. The day he brought me to the mosque, is the first day that i told myself im ready for a lifetime change; wearing hijab for the rest of my life. Unfortunately, we are not meant to be together anymore. But at least he gets to see me wearing hijab once because thats his wish; to see me covered up. Guess i just need the right motivation to covered up and thats hym. Im forever grateful to ALLAH for bringing hym inside my life and make me a better servant to you.
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