Saturday, February 11, 2012 @ 1:19 AM!(:
There are many things that happened today. I'm not sure whether i should breakdown and cry or i should jump for joy. Many things that made me realized that i should have given up on that hope. Earlier today, many things were being spoken off that made me think back about all the things. I'm only needed when there's no other available option for them. Its really sad to be in my position right now. All along sincerity is never in your part. I'm officially done right now. I'm done being played by people like you.
Early today, i just found out that you are in the same situation as you once put me. You really love her but shes moving on right now with another guy. You cant forget her and you are really ready to settle down with her and get married. Lets just say, im kind of shocked knowing about that. But its expected right? I felt like saying "Serve you right" but it makes me feel bad. Whatever it is, you dont deserve to be treated that way. I never want you to feel like that.
Sometimes i feel like yelling at you to look behind cause im here but then when i rational back theres always a reason why we were not together anymore. You were only meant to be in my life to change me to be a better person and not be in my life for the rest of our life. Could it be because im not good enough for you? Whatever it is, im happy and glad that you were once mine.
Semoga allah membuka pintu hatiku untuk melupakan semua ini. Berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua ini. kalau ada, adalah. Kalau tak, kau hadirkanlah orang yang telah tercipta untuku. Amin..
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