Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 10:02 PM!(:
Im not sure where this urges came from but it came in a heavy load. Everywhere i went, i would find some people 'couple-ing' in front of me. It kept reminding me of the missing pieces in my life now when i saw these people although im very happy and satisfied with my current boyfriendless state. I know that i can live without them. Just see for how long i had survive without having a boyfriend around. But that doesnt mean that im not vulnerable to the longing feeling of being held by your love ones.
Sometimes, going to school early in the morning alone, i do saw a-look-alike guy who looks exactly the same as you but when i zoom in its not. Do you know how dissapointed i am when i realised its not you? All the feelings mix together making me feel vulnerable. But thats how life goes on. One moment i feel so down and next im up. I just hope that i will be able to endure this feeling until the perfect time has come.
Labels: vulnerable
