Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 4:23 PM!(:
The best things said come last. People will talk for hours saying nothing much and then linger at the door with words that come with a rush from the heart.
~Alan Alda~
My eyes is begging me to catch some sleep while my conscious mind trying to convince myself that i need to stay awake. This is what happened during the duration of my Maths paper2 and Biology. I had only managed to sleep for about 3 hours before i have to get ready for school. So, right now, im sleep deprived.MathsThe paper was completely out of my league. I was having difficulties in doing most of the questions which causes me to keep skipping onto the next question. Although there is supposed to be enough time to finish all questions, i dont think that applies to me. It seems like as if i'll do very badly for my paper 2 or worse, flung the whole paper. BiologyThe paper was relatively easy although theres some chapters which i do not study came out, causing me to try my very best to recall back what Mdm Hartati said during lessons. Then theres this part that asked what will happened to the red blood cell of someone suffering from diabetes. I practically know what will happen but the moment i decided to write down the answer, my brain went totally blank. I had to vomit everything that i remember onto the paper and just hope that i will get some marks. Shit, theres MCQ coming up this thursday and i had to revise for it again! Why must people come back and haunt others? Its not like as if they will gain anything. Seriously, life change for good right now and i dont need you or your family to come looking for us in the name of family ties. Why must you involve all my relatives?? Did you know how heartbroken mum was when you said those things to her?? My family had to endure mum repeating the whole verse again and again. It took months before our life went back to normal. In those months, where are you?? You left knowing that it is your fault and dare to ask for your money back. Seriously, what kind of family are you?? Its bullshit. Now, you came searching for us. What is it that you want?? Seeing our lives become like you?? Wake up larhh deyy!!
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