Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 4:35 PM!(:
Alright, its been like about 2 weeks and no update of the latest events?? So, lets get started. The first two weeks of school is really bad enough for me. I have a lot to catch up before prelims starts at the end of August. Arghh! I need all this to end ASAP. Things have been bad now. Im in the edge of breaking down right now thinking about all the preparations i have not even done. I need to improve a lot on my maths. I decided not to apply for DPA since im still unsure of the course my heart desire. I need to attend some money management seminar if i still want to enjoy my free lifestyle. I seriously have some money issues right now. My handphone bill for this month came up to $70. Mum was nagging at me saying she spent too much money in paying my bills. Actually, its my fault. I've predicted that this month's bill will be more than i used to have as i spend most of my time talking on the phone. My bad. Right now, i need to save up some money to pay part of it. I really feel guilty towards my dad as he is the one i turn to help me pay my bills. He paid for my big brother's bill the same amount as mine but i knew he spent a little more money on paying my bills. Im guilty here. Its like as if the treatment he gave is unfair. I was treated a little bit special and i sometimes took it for granted. I need to stop this. I really do. I need to save my pocket money to pay my bills. Yes; thats what im going to do right now.
Btw F&N coursework B is finally over. i mean the practical was successfully carried out and now im in the process of writing out the report. Hmm, 3 more months and then its finally over. I can fully enjoy my life without thinking of the important exams. Speaking of exams, good luck to my fellow classmates for their upcoming MT oral exam tomorrow. I think i flung my madrasah's exam. I spent the last minutes to memorise everything which i thought was relatively easy since its only 3 chapters. However, i was wrong. In those 3 chapters, theres a lot of things to be remembered. I thank god that i managed to pass by my Fiqh paper. But not my Tauhid paper. I cant seems to remember anything. Everything was wrote down according to my preference. Its really that bad. Then theres this Kamarulzaman who kept glancing in my direction. I was having difficulty keeping my nerves down. Of course, it because he is trying to ask em for my answer along with Din. Aiyo. Labels: events
