Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 2:28 PM!(:
Guess 2009 is a year with the most unexpected events happening. I was really late for madrasah today. First day of madrasah and im late? How great is it? I remembered that i had set my alarm clock yesterday and then it never ringg?? Luckily mum woke me up and i hate to drag myself to get ready as i had to buy my books today. Friends from madrasah sms me asking whether im coming or not. Haix. I waited till its recess time which is about 9.15 and then i reached madrasah. I only attended half of the lesson today. Fantastic right? Thumbs up to me! 3 classes from the previous year were combined together and you could imagine how pack it is in the class. I was the only person who had no seat and had to drag another chair. OMG! Well, the rest of the lesson went great. Hidayah kept saying 'Yay yay. Same class dengan Farhan'. Okay, fine. We're in the same class as Farhan and Syazwan. Unfortunately, the most embarrasing thing is that we had to read the surah out loud one by one. I can feel that im blushing the whole time im reading. Class was really quiet when its my turn to read. I wonder why.
Cintaku terlalu dalam buatnya.
Tapi biarlah ia menjadi
rahsia hati ini
Tapi biarlah ia menjadi
rahsia hati ini
Im finally making up my mind into forgetting hym. Lets just say, its the new year resolution for me. Yes, i want to forget hym-Sufi who once had my heart captived. Finally what im fighting for will never be mine. Im leaving everything to fate right now. Biar allah saja yang menentukan segalanya. Aku pasrah pada takdir illahi. Whether he knows that i still love hym or not is not important anymore. I should have listen to people's advice and forget hym but i cant at that moment. Lets put it this way; something happened and it really triggered the patience and teh love i have for hym. He will never be mine and i will never be his. So lets try to forget my love for hym. Im moving on with life. Although my life will never be the same, but some how i did try to turn things round. Its just that lady luck was never with me. Goodbye fie. You will just be somebody from the past and i will dissappear form your life; it will be as if i never exist.
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