Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 2:15 PM!(:
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Im tired of all those waiting i have endure. Guess he will never understand the meaning of waiting. He came when im ready to move on with life. And he went when i really need hym. Cruel is it? Appearing again in my life and giving me false hope which really hurts me a lot. He may not know that all his actions is hurting me. Hurting me so badly that im afraid to move on again cause i'll know he'll come again and snatch the happiness im longing away from me. Seriously, im tired of loving hym. Yes, i cant deny that loving hym make me grew to be someone stronger but no matter how strong i am, i will eventually collapse one day when i feel that i can no longer bear the disappointment i had to go through. People may say that im too weak to hold on to the love i have for hym but they dont understand how hard it is for me. I know im not someone who is worthy of hym but for all i know, hes the one i really love. I tried to forget hym and move on but it always ended up with a failure. He may not know that all along its hym i've been talking about. It hym who i've been waiting for. Its hym whom im in love with. Or maybe he pretended not to know it? Its up to hym. Whether he know it or not i just couldnt care less. Cause all along i've been trying to take care the feeling of others when the fact is no one even care about my feelings. So isnt is a waste of my time? But one thing for sure, i'll move on when i think im ready. And when the time comes, i'll definitely will try my hard to forget you and then you'll see that there will be no turning behind. Cukuplah selama ni aku menanti. Biar Allah yang tentukan semuanya. Aku pasrah pada takdir illahi. Mungkin kau bukan milikku.
p/s one day i will confess to you that you're the one im waiting for
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