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Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 11:58 PM!(:

Seriously i felt like blogging again. Im under a confuse and emotional state which is making me darm moody. I kept thinking and thinking about all the things that im going through. Im experiencing one of the most painful moments in life which i can never forget. It happened so fast that i cant even figure out what actually happened. Sometimes i asked myself, "why do all these things happened? Why am i fated to go through all this?" Grr Im unsure why im doing this. Unsure what is it i really want. I kept telling myself that its long over and i should not be dwelling on this anymore but how can i not dwell on this when it kept repeating itself again. I cant understand myself as to why im waiting. Waiting for that day to come when the fact is it will never come by.

I tried convincing myself but it ended up in a failure. It really hurts me. You are looking else where when the fact is that im right here beside you. Could it be due to the thought that i belong to someone else?? I just cant get over it and it sucks. Im different from others. Different from the rest of your ex-gfs. Im someone who can never say she loves a person so deeply. But i can show it through the way i acted. Im someone who can easily forget the mistakes people made but i cant easily forget. Im someone who will take up revenge against others when i felt im being threatened. Accept me for the way i am. Love me for the way i am. Dont ever try to change me cause if i did change it was because it came from the bottom of my heart. I may not be as pretty as them. I may have my own attitude but i never lie to myself. I never tried lying to myself and said that you are long forgotten cause you kept re-appearing in my life and causing me not to forget you. So is it me or you that is in wrong? Im just someone from the past. The past that i practically knew that will never happened again.

As a saying says, history repeats itself. You felt in love and again history repeats itself. Your dumped. I kept questioning. Is it their fault or is it yours? Guess you should reflect back what had happened to you. I never broke anyone's heart but its them who is so cruel to break my heart. I've said that im not ready but you convince me and i agreed. It hurts to say this. But i really hate you for re-appearing again although im happy to feel your presence. Guess theres nothing that i can do to undo things.

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She's called Suhana Bte Mohd Sukor
Practically Kn0wn as Su and NaNa
Hana Asuhara is her Japanese name
She's 20 thiis yeAr
A year older on 0203
Born on 27 Sya'ban 1412
Graduated from wEsT sPrInG seConDarY
Piixchaa takiings are lovEd
Watching movies is a hobby
Black blue white defines hEr
she's single but unavailable!
& She's enjoying her singlehood

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[♥]Forget HYM
[♥]Go to Poly or JC
[♥]Go to overseas university
[♥]sEnd mY parEnts f0r hAj aNd umrAh
[♥]fulfill mY gRandmA wish; bE a tEachEr
[♥]An everlasting love
[♥]Graduate from Poly
[♥]Travel around the world
[♥]My own laptop
[♥]Pass my N level
 [♥]Receive 20 points and below for O level
[♥]A1/A2 for MT O level
[♥]All the Twilight Saga books
[♥]New Zinc Sling bag
[♥]New wallet
[♥]Nokia 5610

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