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Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 10:36 PM!(:

I could still see how she smiles at us. The way she talks to us. The taste of her foods. All these kept playing back in my eyes. Everything. Mum woke me up early in the morning to tell me about grandma Niah's death. She died at 2.51am in SGH. I was seriously shocked to hear that as i felt as if it was yesterday i saw her. Well actually not yesterday to be specific. It was about a week ago i think. She died in ICU. Doctors said that she had no hope of recovering after suffering a fall. She was warded for about 4 months before she finally passed away. Almost all my relatives had the chance to see her for the last time except me. I was very sad. I only get the news in the morning. tsk tsk. Headed to her house at around 10am. It seems like as if i was the only teenage girl there. Furthermore, i wore a black top with white skinny which makes all the makciks there staring at me. Whatever.

Since cousins had not arrived yet, i sat at a corner and to my surprise, saw Faizzin there. haha. And theres a cute guy who is accompanying him also. haha Waited until the body arrived and bathed the body as required. Seriously, i broke down a few times while i was looking at how grandma Niah's children spread the leaves(which i dont know whats the name) around her. It was the sad-est moment i ever encounter. Experienced 3 deaths in a row for this year. First was Cik Ros, then BF's mum and now its grandma Niah. While seeing one by one people kissing her, suddenly i remembered the time when late aunt died. I was a small kid then. Mum instructed me to kiss aunt's forehead and i did. I did not feel anything at that moment. Now looking at the grandchildren kissing her, i felt as if it was me. Ohh how sad. Now im older and i realised how i missed late aunt very much. After that, its time to sembahyangkn jenazah. Aunt told me to take wuduk and we will sembahyang the jenazah together with the guys. Seriously, it was the first time im doing this. Thanks to aunt, i now know how to pray for the dead. It took less than 10 mins to do it. And there were only 3 ladies praying there! Dad decided not to follow the crowd to graveyard as theres too many people. And too many cute looking guys. hehe.

Now, im back home. I felt a little sad. Although i may not be the person who is close to her, i still,love her. That house is the house where i saw 2 deaths. Late 'buyot' and grandma Niah. Treasure and love people who is close to us cause we will not know when they will be gone. tsk tsk

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