Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 10:46 PM!(:
hEyy people!! Lets start summarising the events. Went to catch a movie with Fatin; gf on Saturday at Tampiness Mall. 4bia. Thats the title. The movies have different stories but overall its quite scary. Some of the people there were screaming when parts of the movie were frightening. I too did not miss the chance and started screaming. Hahax. Its standard. The movie ended at around 5.50 and we decided to walk around the mall. Since both of us were tired from all the walkings, we decided to headed to LJS to have our breaking fast. Seriously the line was darm long and im tired of standing. haix Headed home after that and took the train from Pasir Ris. The journey back home was like a fast one. Reached home at around 9.30. So far its been a great day for me to forget all my problems that i am facing.Anyway, cried darm hard and long yesterday for something that had been bothering me for so long. Felt like as if no one in this world care about me and love me. It was like as if they took me for a dummy. Ohh i hate to say this. I felt that theres no love from them for me anymore. I'm alone in this world. Heyy im having my exams next week and im facing this kind of tooot stuff?? ohh pls! Stop it larhh. Im sick and tired of trying to make everyone happy. I hate being a hypocrite. But they are forcing me to be one. So am i to be blame?? Biarlah hilang kasih manusia, jangan hilang kasih allah. I accept everything that comes into my way. Im too weak to resist it. So lets just go with the flow. Im tyring my hard to forget hym. And i will. And i can! Thats the least i can do for myself. But no matter waht happens, theres still a place for hym in my heart. There will always be..
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