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Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 4:58 PM!(:

MT Oral was okay I guess. Left early for break after F&N period. Skipped Physics lesson. Phew! tak payah nak tengok muka si Fauroni tuu. So at around 1.50 headed to Zhenghua Sec for our Oral. Was waiting patiently for my turn at the seats available there. Passage reading went smoothly except for the fact that I accidentally added ONE word, 'nya'. Conversation was fine. Talked nonsense for that part. After that went to search for the rest and was like very scared cause I could not find them. After finding them, slack for a while before deciding to go home. Went home alone as the rest wanted to go to BP. Anyway these few days, was rather busy with homeworks, tests and studying. Had remedial almost everyday since Prelim is just around the corner. In 2 WEEKS time we're sitting for Prelim. Darm fast. Maybe due to hormone changes, was having mood swings since monday. Just hope that this mood swings will end soon..

Theres always 1 question lingering in my mind. "Am I too naive?". Maybe now I know the answer. Guess I'm just too naive. I trusted whatever that he said so easily. He knew that I will try my very best to tell the truth as I know he hate being lied at. But does he know that i hate being lied at too?? And this is what he did. To people it may be a slight mistake but to me, its a BIG mistake. YOU LIED TO ME!! And i hate that! Why did I trust you in the first place? You lied to me. You said other but at my back you did another. How cruel! I should never trusted you before. Its all along a mistake. Do you know how heartbroken I am when I received a msg saying that you did what you said you didn't. I felt as if you are a new person. You are no longer the person I know.

"If theres a will, theres a way". I hold onto that proverb people say. And I tried not to give up for what I want but when you did this to me, it makes me feel as if all my hardwork is useless. Its MEANINGLESS! How I wish the person whom I love is the same person whom I know few months ago. You are a stranger to me right now. tsk tsk. Whatever it is, I'll continue to pray that you will eventually be honest to me and not lying to me anymore.

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♥ THAT GIRL ♥

Welcome to http://www.storiesbeyondhergrasp.blogspot.com!


She's called Suhana Bte Mohd Sukor
Practically Kn0wn as Su and NaNa
Hana Asuhara is her Japanese name
She's 20 thiis yeAr
A year older on 0203
Born on 27 Sya'ban 1412
Graduated from wEsT sPrInG seConDarY
Piixchaa takiings are lovEd
Watching movies is a hobby
Black blue white defines hEr
she's single but unavailable!
& She's enjoying her singlehood

♥ DESIRES ♥

[♥]Forget HYM
[♥]Go to Poly or JC
[♥]Go to overseas university
[♥]sEnd mY parEnts f0r hAj aNd umrAh
[♥]fulfill mY gRandmA wish; bE a tEachEr
[♥]An everlasting love
[♥]Graduate from Poly
[♥]Travel around the world
[♥]My own laptop
[♥]Pass my N level
[♥]Receive 20 points and below for O level
[♥]A1/A2 for MT O level
[♥]All the Twilight Saga books
[♥]New Zinc Sling bag
[♥]New wallet
[♥]Nokia 5610