Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 4:36 PM!(:
Alright people.I'm tired of this.I'm tired of pretending everything seems alright when the fact is its not.Why can't people just take the initiative to understand my feelings?Why can't they be sensitive towards my feelings?I've tried my very best not to hurt people's feelings but do they hack care when they hurt my feelings?oh the answer is strictly
NO!They don't even bother about how i felt!How sad i am!How lonely i am!
EVERYTHING!Will these people care about me only when i'm dead??I'm feeling terrible right here and there you are not even lending a shoulder for me to cry on?How cruel can you be huhh??Its really breaking my heart saying this. "How i wished i never know you and love you!" Let me tell you this.I've suffered numerous heartbreak but none was as deep as this. You really left me with a big scar. No matter how hard i tried, i will never have you back.Thats the fact!But you made me believe otherwise.
"Insyallah,dengan izin allah,kita akan bersama lagi.Itu pun kalau you sanggup menunggu saat itu". I'm really stupid! Just remember this, i may have forgiven you,but i will never forget!
Just reached home from accompanying mum to Geylang today.As usual,bought some clothes. Was totaly not in the mood of shopping due to some issues.When will these problems be gone? When will i be happy with people i love?It sucks to me!!Anw school will be reopen next week and i still have not done all my homeworks. I know. It was like whatt?? Im darm lazy to do it. I need some refreshments to encourage me to do my homeworks..arghh i hate thinking about school..Exams!Homeworks!Studying!Labels: im tired of this okay
